Yes, I am a fucker..

因為我白痴, 無聊同埋賤格, 我講左好多大話, 玩左renae

但係我真係好愛joyce...我知我無資格講任何野...但係我真係好愛joyce

renae: 我真係好愛joyce. 我玩左你.

所有認識我, 或者我認識你的人...對唔住, 帶左咁多麻煩同埋失望俾大家。請自己選擇仲想唔想同我呢個仆街做朋友

joyce...對唔住...我知道你同左我一齊之後你真係受左好多氣, 亦都聽左好多說話...好多謝你一路都肯俾機會我。不過我今次又再一次令到你同埋大家都失望。我知我諗都無權諗, 我亦都唔會有機會..但係我真係只係想留番係到...你想做乜野都得...我只係希望我仲可以搵你...我知我無權管你...

Lou

第六晚

其實依家係第七日的零晨一點鐘

即係...以多倫多時間黎講, 依家已經係我地第十五個月的開始了

祝十四個月快樂:)

依句係我自己講的...佢...唔知會唔會講呢...

i'm tired

i'm so tired

p.s.arm arm睇完佢send俾我...jamieson個group d popping video...and yea i think she's still pretty busy on youtube

第五晚..

好凍

今日同表姐去左eaton centre整fido d 野...傾左好多計...good thing apparently

之後直接番左innis...一路係咁做readings...which is a good thing 同埋其實個感覺真係幾好...packed with work and stuff....不過只係...佢唔再係身邊...好怪

arm arm 睇左佢個freestyle dancing video...好勁

同時間, 好驚佢會同果條粉腸好好傾...it keeps rejecting me from going to her xanga...seriously

真係好凍...I'm feeling so lonely

好懷疑今晚可以瞓到未

第四日晏晝

原來只係過左四日

瞓唔到的時侯...send 左好多msg俾佢...

零回應。

可能始終我都唔應該不停咁樣煩住佢...轟炸佢...我成日都話

陳家裕真係好X煩

第四日早晨

尋日一路留左係房...為的, 都係想同佢一齊溫書...傾多d計

佢好俾心機咁係online之前溫左兩個chapter先...之後就一路繼續一齊溫落去...溫到晏d佢就出去跳舞..以前每次say hi say bye...都會有得錫一淡, 講同埋聽兩句 i love u...依家無...個感覺真係好怪...好差...

不過, 自己做成的...所以一定要改啊陳家裕!!

淨係想講佢尋晚走得好快...我想同佢講聲bye bye都無機會...

我原本尋日三點幾果陣send緊個自己拍的跳舞video俾佢...但係佢因為要瞓教...所以佢就要cancel transfer...

跟住自己好無耐咁樣走左上張床...淨係轉身都轉左唔知幾多次...我完全再一次係瞓唔到教...因為我真係不停咁係到諗住佢...諗住佢點樣係果個好勁b-boy個xanga到留props...

我真係好想再番去睇...但係我諗我暫時都唔應該再去睇...第一我驚我自己頂唔住...第二我應該信佢多d...

但係...佢曾經話過最鐘意就係睇我跳舞...所以我對呢兩件事的第一個反應都係好失望...

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